I've spent too much time worrying for your life your health but at the end of the day I realize you r not doing anything exceptionallt much . it kept me wondering a lot what have I been doing worrying pushing for is going anywhere . I am not asking anything good in return on me I just want your health to come back in piece . I've so far lived my life worrying for your life. Is it worth it, at the end of the day, is it fucking worth it.